my angel...
it's strange how i can put words down for the whole world to see and yet unable to let you know....maybe deep down in my dark torturous mind...loving you at a distance is all i live for...for without it...i may just fade to nothingness...and my reason to live will cease...does it make sense?? maybe in this way it'll be heartbreakingly (notice how i love this word?) beautiful instead of having my romantic realm shattered if it turns ugly??? .... i have no answer...whatever it is...i'll live in these beautiful illusions of mine...and be nurtured by my self pitiness and hopeless romantic notions...
yours...if only for a day...
rain
