833334's blog: "to be continued?"

created on 07/17/2007 | http://fubar.com/to-be-continued/b103840

posted on 01/25/2008&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;09:01&nbs-08:00;am

HELP!!!! URGENT!!!
http://fubar.com/help-urgent/b103840-687707

OK Peeps, I don't ask for much...

BerryMuffin, one of my fubar family, was in the lead last night by 5k comments for a free happyhour contest. Over night she has lost her lead and is now down a 1000 comments. We need to get her back in the lead She is a great Gal,

Please post as many comments as you can!

It ends @ 11pm est tonight. Fee free to Fan, Rate and Add her. She's a very sweet down to earth lady.

Thank you in advance for any help!

Shalamar

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posted on 11/08/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;04:11&nbs-08:00;pm

Wasting Away
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Wasting Away! (BcM 11-3-07)

My eyes drop and scratch the pavement,

My ears echo with the ringing silence.

Stones thrown through my heart,

Past the flesh with not scratch upon them.

Wild fantasies of love & lust fill my thoughts,

My mirror returns me home once again.

Yearning, Screaming, Gasping for that place,

To find a parking lot over my paradise.

Wicked feelings of anger & rage,

I hunt for victims in my cold.

Torture and torment they are my shield and sword,

Forever cursing & cleansing the holly ground.

Freedoms hand reaches out,

But slaps me in the head again.

Time tocks and ticks and rolls on by,

Leaving me wonder when will I just die.

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posted on 11/08/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;03:11&nbs-08:00;pm

11-5-07
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Today is the same,

Yesterday too

Claws scratch at my door,

The search for it too

Yearning for peace,

Walking the edge

Hoping for light,

Blinded by the dead

Curled up like a ball,

I cry out in vein

The woods are all empty,

My life is in vein

Author -me

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posted on 08/04/2007&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;05:08&nbs-07:00;pm

Millionaire Dreams on a McDonalds Budget
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So yesterday a major chapter in my life ended. My Divorce was finalized yesterday morning @ 9:30. Since then my ex-wife left, things have never stopped changing. Some Good some bad. The picture is foggy, but here it is: I am standing in a field of corn, over my head on a cloudy day. I look for a direction but there seems no clear way. I walk and walk and walk. The stalks surround me, the wind just whispers by. I listen for a road, or a distance noise…. But nothing. Just the Hush of the wind. It rips through my mind like a knife in the water. It’s so quiet is deafening, I scream in agony & again in euphoria. There seems no escape, not a soul in sight. I look to the heavens, but my calls seem ignored too. I sit and look for a clue, I am torn on what I should do. Time stands still for hours and more, not a sound changes the pace. I feel like this place will be here for a while. I wonder why, what did I do. Why can’t I see it, the sign, the path, the answer? Is this my destiny lost in the field, or just a growing season. Don’t Ask, IDK

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posted on 07/17/2007&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;09:07&nbs-07:00;am

I don't know
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Ok, I fucked up again. I don’t get it. I feel like I have the Midas touch of shit. I started to get to know someone, opened up & let them in. I said something’s when I should have kept my mouth shut & went to bed. Now I’m on the outs.

I guess I don’t know what this world wants of me. I want the usual, Happiness, Security, Freedom, Health & lots of time to enjoy it. It seems like every time I get near one. Something goes and stirs the pot. Why is it some people just seem to get stuff handed to them, and people like me have to fight with their dying breath to keep stuff.

Ok, so I guess I retreat into my tunnel, hide from the light of day