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Ok, I fucked up again. I don’t get it. I feel like I have the Midas touch of shit. I started to get to know someone, opened up & let them in. I said something’s when I should have kept my mouth shut & went to bed. Now I’m on the outs.
I guess I don’t know what this world wants of me. I want the usual, Happiness, Security, Freedom, Health & lots of time to enjoy it. It seems like every time I get near one. Something goes and stirs the pot. Why is it some people just seem to get stuff handed to them, and people like me have to fight with their dying breath to keep stuff.
Ok, so I guess I retreat into my tunnel, hide from the light of day
This world is to cruel for me anyway.
Drift like the sand on summer’s day breeze, shifting and blowing every which way
This world is to cruel for me anyway.
Under a foot, or tires tread, I stick to the souls live amongst the dead
This world is to cruel for me anyway.
Hope is for someone, not for me. I must live by a salty dead sea
This world is to cruel for me anyway.
Dreams get shattered, like the mirrors in my room. As I wait for the light of the moon
This world is to cruel for me anyway.
Hunted, trapped, tortured I feel, life is just a spin on loosing wheel
This world is to cruel for me anyway.
Today I will wait for Tomorrows new beginning, knowing
This world is to cruel for me anyway.
What’s it mean, I don’t know. It just came out. Its words on the screen straight from by brain to this blog
To be continued ?
