So yesterday a major chapter in my life ended. My Divorce was finalized yesterday morning @ 9:30.
Since then my ex-wife left, things have never stopped changing.
Some Good some bad.
The picture is foggy, but here it is:
I am standing in a field of corn, over my head on a cloudy day. I look for a direction but there seems no clear way. I walk and walk and walk. The stalks surround me, the wind just whispers by. I listen for a road, or a distance noise…. But nothing. Just the Hush of the wind. It rips through my mind like a knife in the water. It’s so quiet is deafening, I scream in agony & again in euphoria.
There seems no escape, not a soul in sight. I look to the heavens, but my calls seem ignored too. I sit and look for a clue, I am torn on what I should do. Time stands still for hours and more, not a sound changes the pace. I feel like this place will be here for a while. I wonder why, what did I do. Why can’t I see it, the sign, the path, the answer?
Is this my destiny lost in the field, or just a growing season.
Don’t Ask, IDK
