They would think far worse if they heard the the thoughts left unsaid. Or maybe it would make things more relative. Maybey they would think that would be nice compared to the things I didn't say. When I'm quiet, it's a possibility that i'm thinking something really " Horrible ". But not always, juse if I'm talking to someone and then shortly later I'm really quiet. If you just see me sitting somewhere quietly, that doesn't mean what I'm thinking is mean.
" If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say nothing as all. " -Thumper's mommy or soemthing like that.
Hence, I am pretty quiet most of the time. Don't ask me my thougthts if you can't stand to hear something negative. And certainly don't critisize me for being mean if I'm sitting there quietly and you ask me what I am thinking.
Well, that's a thought I had. I need to do my english now that I finally have the book. I should have done my math allready. I was exausted earlier, and took a nap instead. Then I was on the computer for too long. I get a lot of sleep, but I'm still tired. I get little sleep, and I'm tired. I need to exersize more. Maybe that will help. I get alot of it in my sleep I guess. I swing and kick, and keep my ex-gf awake. I guesse if she really doesn't like it, then she can sleep on the couch. I would, but it seems so fucked to sleep on the couch when it's my bed. I just need to calm my mind somehow. The english is more important than the math, and is easier too. And it's due tomarrow. I don't get direct points for doing my math homework. I have a quize tomarrow, and there will be problems from the homework on it. So if I do my homework, then I'm mostly sure to get all the points on the quiz. Yet somehow it hasn't been quite motivating enough for me to do much math homework. Hopefully that get's better somehow.
