I look at these photos of us.
I sit and wonder why.
I wonder why we tryed so hard.
I wonder how much more I can take.
I know my heart is black and cold,
But it still beats like every ones.
I know I was hard to deal with.
I know I make it hard to love me.
As I look at these damn photo's.
I wonder if I'll every be alive again.
Will I ever laugh again.
Will I ever feel again.
Someone once told me,
To be numb was a good thing.
Now I wonder about that.
Been numb so long
That I wonder if
I ever had feelings.
Then I think about you.
How you made me feel
like a bug in yuor way.
Then I think about why
I am the way I am.
Then I think about this song,
That one that you hated.
The one where it said
The world made her that way.
I've been steped on,
I've been laughed at,
I've been lied to,
I've been used,
The last one that
Did all of these
Was you.
Now here I am,
I've made a word of my own.
I'm higher then you ever
Thought I would be.
Now as my world is about to change
And my dreams are about to happen.
Here you come walking in as if
This was your world,not mine.
All I got to say is this,
There is no room for you,
This is my world,
I made it with my own two hands,
I don't need you anymore,
I'm not the girl you left behiden,
She is dead just as you are dead.
Take these photo's and die knowing that
After all the crap you put me through
I'm stronger then you'll every be.
I'm stronger then anyone thought I was.
SO FUCK OFF,NEVER COME BACK,YOU ARE FUCKING DEAD TO ME!!
