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What are you waiting for?
Every day I find myself falling deeper and deeper into this confusion. I find my self hoping and wanting. The confusion turns to pain when I can't hear your voice and see your face. The pain turns into tears and then more confusion. I find myself sitting and wondering the age old question of "Why?" Why him? Why now? Why can't I escape these thoughts? The confusion of it all keeps building and building. I'm afraid that one day it's going to become to much for the two of us. For now I just try to deal and I smile every time you say my name. There is a plan made for us and all I can hope is soon it is shown and this confusion is stripped away to reveal nothing but happiness and love.
