ysoserious304's blog: "midnite-stoned poems"

The walls are all spinnin again

I look in the mirror and see a devilish grin

Is it real or am I hallucinating again?

I hear voices but I can’t make out a damn think there sayin again

Damn, I guess I’ll just set here and let myself spin

In a downward spiral straight to oblivion

Insomnia just settled in an it looks like another binge

Another plot at revenge

Can I succeed or will it end as soon as it begins

Clean for two months but I’m about to give in

Fuck it looks like I already did

Lookin up but all I see is the stars

I look around and all I see is the bars

What I’d give for just two xanax bars

Or a line of coke so I can jump in front of speeding cars

Leanin back in the passenger seat

Passin blunts while the devil chauffers me

If hes here then where God, ain’t he listenin to me

Or is it my back that’s turned or is it all a dream

This whole life thing just a big trick on me

All I see is sounds all surrounding me

But all I feel is cold as the night envelopes me

It’s a colorful world but I’m sown to sepia

I’m drained, I swear I’ve never been sleepier

Can I rest or will I die with shit on my chest

I gotta get it off cause life is more than a test

Its all we have to leave behind when we take that rest

So let the good times roll and I’ll give it my best

Right now I’m sober wonderin when I’ll relapse next

And when another straight whisky night comes around

Will I be here or in some other town

Or end up on a new planet takin the grand tour down

And the scenery in, where puruple trees abound

And there are vicidin plants growin from the ground

With codein rivers that I can row down

But it looks like I’ll just retire for now

In a dark hollow where deaths all around

And grisly scenes replay in real life when I dream

As I set back and think of the good old team

And as a leader I failed now look where life leads

With nothing to show but a bag of deeds

Filled with evil seeds

and where you can see skeletons growing from my trees