ysoserious304's blog: "midnite-stoned poems"

i don't know where to start or where i ended

everythings the same but so damn different

where've i been what've i become

a lone wolf standin tall proud and alone

looking everywhere for the peices of my soul

and my broken spirit that used to fill this whole

scattered through time space and endless voids

even the one in my mind where angels and demons see the peices as toys

tattoos and scars is all i have to show

and dust on my shoes from travelin so far down this road

i broke ties that burned bridges others were crossing

putting them on thier own dismal drawstrings

falsly i take the blame even though its two to tango

and 5 to linedance its no one persons fault tho

but the first to flee is repayed ten fold

when everyone leaves and your all alone

i ran from everything and cloed the doors

and when i opened back up it was a maze of corridors

with no hope of finding my way

one day i stopped to pray

and still couldn't hear the voice and saw no light

did mine burn out or did i miss my flight

or is there even a terminal to catch it tonight

or is everest still the greatest height

what happened before when all i needed to do was get high

when it turned out to be my desperate cries

but i think this is it last round of goodbyes

or if i can risk to take another chance and try

i could get some fresh hellos

but thats diminished when the past bellows

i looked far and wide and thought i founds my niche

but instead i found out it was just a pinch

i want to open my heart up but i don't know how

slice it open and say lookie wow?

they say we all have a reason for being

but when you have no clue that has no meaning

i had so much love to give

but the best ones just want to live

and the bottled love ignites the bottled hate

sending my being into a complete mindnumbing state

how will i be remembered or will i be forgot

too much shit to recall, but the latter means i'm lost

ah to be able to hold a woman you love

but that ain't ment to be poured in everyones cup

we only got the cards we were dealt

if we flip em, its up to ourselves

but my lucks run out along with my chips

so i'm all in, best that i can get is if it splits