Why am i attracted to poison?
Last night i confided in someone that i am attracted to them like a moth to a light, but that the light is useless...
What is a bare bulb outdoors to a Moth that it brings them to dance and flit? The bulb is useless and unheeding... the bulb gives light and nothing more...
It provides no nourishment. And exposes the moth to predators...
The light will never need or want the Moth...
It's a trap, the Light is DEATH...
And yet the moth must come and dance...
Why? forever am i bound to seek that which will trap my soul and pain me...