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Everything's changing in the next month for me. I'm going back to school in a new school and a new program. I'm keeping one job and starting another. I'll be working with 11 new kids at the one, and new staff and kids in the other. I also just broke up with the boyfriend, so it feels weird to be single again after two and a half years. The new job I have is at a Respit program for kids with special needs. So my days will be 8am-1pm at the preschool, 2-4 at the respit, then classes 5-8pm Mondays and Thursdays. On weekends I'll be on call at the Respit program so I can pick up more there. So between learning my new kid(s) at the preschool and respit i'll have homework again too. Ugh I have not missed that part of school. But I'm excited, I finally have busy days to occupy myself with :)

Field Trip

We took the kids to the park today; really the only kid we were worried about was the child I'm 1:1 with, since disruptions in routine and the unknown cause meltdowns. Another teacher and I raided ours and the therapists' rooms to find things to keep him occupied. I stocked up with a puzzle, small blocks and a bunch of other small things and chips and m&m's. But he surprised us all and was pretty much fine. The first five or ten minutes on the bus weren't much fun, but I dug out the puzzle and he was fine the rest of the ride. We went to the park playground, which he loved, and then took a walk to see the boats. We played duck-duck-goose and parachute games, and then I chased him around because all he wanted to do was run, lol. On the ride back to school he zonked right out; he's not real used to getting outside and running around. So it was a much, much better day than I had expected it to be. I love it when he has good days :)

Mission Accomplished

I'm thinking Kaleb and I work very well together. I was gone for a week, and my poor co-teachers didn't have a very fun week with him. I picked up my weekly schedule in the office this morning, and I got kudos for "persevering and making brushing his teeth an acceptable practice" for Kaleb. When I first started working with him, brushing his teeth was a two-person job; over time I was better able to control him while I brushed and he screamed. Now he's fully cooperative with the process and sometimes even helps me a little. I could almost say I'm infinitely patient, but that's not quite the truth. I just have more patience than a lot of people, and I think that's a very good quality to have when working with little kids. But anyway, now I'm off to bed with a killer headache and hoping it's gone in the morning.

insight into me

My score on The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test:

5 - the Observer
(Thanks for taking the test !)

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you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE (aka "The Thinker"). "I need to understand the world" Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful. How to Get Along with Me Be independent, not clingy. Speak in a straightforward and brief manner. I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts. Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable. Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity. If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place. don't come on like a bulldozer. Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy. What I Like About Being a Five standing back and viewing life objectively coming to a thorough understanding; perceiving causes and effects my sense of integrity: doing what I think is right and not being influenced by social pressure not being caught up in material possessions and status being calm in a crisis What's Hard About Being a Five being slow to put my knowledge and insights out in the world feeling bad when I act defensive or like a know-it-all being pressured to be with people when I don't want to be watching others with better social skills, but less intelligence or technical skill, do better professionally Fives as Children Often spend a lot of time alone reading, making collections, and so on have a few special friends rather than many are very bright and curious and do well in school have independent minds and often question their parents and teachers watch events from a detached point of view, gathering information assume a poker face in order not to look afraid are sensitive; avoid interpersonal conflict feel intruded upon and controlled and/or ignored and neglected Fives as Parents are often kind, perceptive, and devoted are sometimes authoritarian and demanding may expect more intellectual achievement than is developmentally appropriate may be intolerant of their children expressing strong emotions Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele The Enneagram Made Easy Discover the 9 Types of People Harper SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages You liked the test? so S P R E A D I T ! tell everyone!!! (use Quick-Paste below) you wanna know MORE? so check out, what Wikipedia says about your type... ...even more you'll find in &&&Google or do you prefer to & You are not completely happy with the result?! You chose BZ Would you rather have chosen: & AZ (THREE) & CZ (ONE) & BX (NINE) & BY (FOUR)


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I Love My Job

How many people really say that about their jobs? I'm determined to work in something I enjoy doing. Kaleb absolutely made my day yesterday. As it was his first day back at school in 12 days, I got out the trampoline for him (he loves to jump). He had this huge grin on his face, and he was laughing and actually looking right at me...it was great, the best feeling ever to know you've made someone happy. Today wasn't bad either. The fire alarm went off, and the fire department came to the school. Kaleb didn't freak out; instead he had quite an unexpected reaction. He buried his face into my stomach, so I crouched and held him for a bit while he watched the firemen over my shoulder. The only rough spot was when the bus was late picking Kaleb up; I think I might form some bruises. Not everyone can say they got beat up by a five-year old, lol. I'm finally learning to use my "teacher voice." Although I feel bad because one of the kids got upset and thought I was mad when I just didn't want him to hurt himself. I wish my parents could respect that this is what I'd like to do. So I won't make nearly as much money as they do; no big deal. I won't be able to afford a big house or long vacations, but I'll be happy. I'm not saying they aren't happy, but they both chose jobs they like which just so happen to earn a lot more. If the government and most people paid attention to the fact that it's the early years of a child's life that are the most important, I'm sure preschool staff would be paid a hell of a lot more. Unfortunately, people see preschools as merely babysitting agencies, which is completely inaccurate. Daycares, yes, but nursery schools and preschools are actually structured towards learning. Daycares are almost exclusively babysitting agencies.

The new job

Despite being so nervous about it Monday, I am really enjoying it. I'm a one-on-one aide to a five year old boy who has autism. He's also nonverbal, which is definitely challenging. Although apparantly he's now doing things he's never done before, like painting and tolerating getting his hands messy. He also ate an entire cupcake Thursday, and really really liked it, haha. I think he would have tried to eat the wrapper if I hadn't made him throw it away. According to the other teachers, before he would only eat the frosting. So maybe I'm just good luck? I don't know when to tell my boss I need a week off in May, but I need to soon because I have two weeks off for Easter-the special ed kids are on a school schedule. Since I just started, I don't really know when would be appropriate. It'd be really annoying if they don't let me have off though; my family goes to South Carolina every year to visit my aunt and cousins. Next year we probably won't be going because my parents want to go to Hawaii for their anniversay. Meh. I need to go clean...I knew I should have taken my meds this morning, I am soooo distracted today!

Back to the daily grind

I start work tomorrow at the preschool. I'm excited, but also really nervous; I haven't really been told much about it. All I know is I'm a one-on-one aide, and that's it. Don't know the age, the disability, nothing. As if my first day isn't going to be nerve-racking enough. Most days I'll be starting at 8am, but tomorrow they want me to start at 7am. Crap. I'm not at all a morning person, plus the school is a 40 minute drive from my house. I'll probably just stay with my boyfriend tonight since he's a lot closer than I am. But anyway, yay I finally start working on a regular basis. It'll be good for my bank account, as I've been broke for months. Anyway, I'm bad at ending blogs, but I gotta go so it doesn't matter. Off to my grandma's house and hopefully not giving her my cold. Hope everyone's enjoying the nice spring weather!

A Job!

I've been home from school for about three months now, but I've finally got something. A preschool in Syracuse just hired me to be a one-on-one aide to a child with special needs. They're only at school half days, so it's only part-time, but a couple afternoons a week I babysit a toddler for a few hours so I should do ok. In terms of school, I thought I was going to go back to Canisius in the fall and switch my major to history. But now people are telling me to look into schools that actually offer preschool certification so I won't get screwed over again. Ugh, I'm sick of trying to figure out where I'll be and what I'll be doing by September. I wish I was just done with school already!

snow!

Just thought I'd share with you all what it has looked like the past two days where I am... October 12th/13th (i swear, only in Buffalo) From the scenic: scenic.jpg lovelyfallday.jpg To the not so much: IMG_6542.jpg IMG_6538.jpg n162200035_30052336_7106.jpg n51000618_30301066_5308.jpg omg.jpg I LOVE BUFFALO!!!!!!
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