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On Sunday night i had a horrible acid flashback and tripped out bad, really bad. (I didn't do more acid, i just tripped out unprovoked) Things started off ok, colors became more vivid, i started seeing things a little. Then it got progressively worse. Those vivid colors started flashing wildly. The first major thing besides the colors was that my left wall started to breathe in and out. The posters on my right wall started to "dance" to the music i was listening to. They then started to rearrange themselves. The crooked ones straightened, the straight ones became crooked. That wall also started to breathe in and out. I noticed someone was watching me from inside my closet. I could see him move, but i couldn't see his face. The walls kept breathing harder, more angrily. The posters started to meld together and the walls started to melt. Keep in mind that i was listening to music the whole time. More people appeared. One was crouching down on the right side of my bed, but when i looked he was gone. He sometimes appeared right above my head. He was always just out of reach. Light started flooding through the room, yet it stayed dark. The Light was in the center of my room swirling like a galaxy. They swirled fast and faster and became brighter and brighter and then just stopped. Everything went black for a moment and then the light of the room returned to normal. Nothing else happened for a bit, then i saw that more people were within my peripheral vision. Some appeared in my direct line of vision, some to my left or to my right. I tried to fix my attention on something solid, which happened to be my lampshade, but that too started to change. It looks nothing like a flower normally, but as i watched it, it started to grow. The lampshade blossomed out and spread into many beautiful flowers. it was like a hundred roses made love to cherry blossoms. That moment of beauty was lost very quickly because i became aware of the people who were around me. Two were on my left, talking to each other. When i tried to look at them they vanished. The sheet on my bed began to move, a lot like how a snake moves. Without knowing how, this sheet was wrapping itself around me. I got free and things calmed down a little. Before long, though, things went nuts again. I saw more and more people, and my music started to just turn into noise. So much was going on i couldn't stand it. People to my left and right were talking so loudly but i couldn't understand what they were saying, and when i looked they were gone. Everything was spinning, the walls were screaming and black hands were reaching out of the tv. My laptop keys started moving up and down like they were the ocean. They turned green, they turned red and back to white again. Eventually i passed out. I literally thought i was losing my mind. But my beautiful, loving, caring girlfriend kept talking to me, kept trying to reason with me. She was telling me everything was going to be ok. Even though she wasn't phsysically with me, she was there. I don't know what i would have done without her. I love her so much.
this song is extremely relevant to today, even though this album came out back in 07. It's from "United Abominations"
"The quiet war has begun with silent weapons
And the new slavery is to keep the people
Poor and stupid, 'Novus Ordo Seclorum'
How can there be any logic in biological warfare?
We all know this is wrong, but the New World Order's
Beating down the door, oh something needs to be done
There was a King, an Evil King
Who dreamt the wickedest of dreams
An ancient mystery, no one could interpret
Of seven years of famine, the wolf is at my door
As predicted years ago, that that was, that is, that is no more
The Word predicts the future and tells the truth about the past
Of how the world leaders will hail the new Pharaoh
The eighth false king to the throne: Washington is Next!
Disengage their minds, sabotage their health
Promote sex, and war, and violence in the kindergartens
Blame the parents and teachers; it's their fault
'Annuit Coeptis'
Attack the church dynamic, attack the family
Keep the public undisciplined till nothing left is sacred and
The 'have-nots' get hooked and have to go to the 'haves'
Just to cop a fix
I am the King, an Evil King
Who dreams the wickedest of dreams
An ancient mystery, nobody could interpret
Of seven empires falling, the wolf is at my door
As predicted years ago, that that was, that is, that is no more
The Word predicts my future, and tells the truth about my past
Of how the world's leaders are waiting to usher in
The eighth world power of modern Rome; Washington is Next
There was a King, an Evil King
Who dreamt the wickedest of dreams
An ancient mystery, no prophet could interpret
Of seven empires falling, the wolf is at my door
As predicted years ago, that that was, that is, that is no more
I am a king and i dream the wildest dreams
And nobody could interpret
Seven empires falling, the wolf is at my door
Ooh, that that was, that is, that is no more
There's something at my door, some ancient mystery
The future tells the truth about the past
And I'm the eighth false king to the throne
I've got you in my crosshairs, now, ain't that a bitch?
Washington, You're Next!"
Ok, this is a song by a Progressive metal band called Avantasia, they get a lot of guest vocalists and stuff (alice cooper happens to be on their new album, which this song is from)
It's a part of a storyline about a scarecrow who so desperately wants to find love, but because he isn't human, he can't. It's an awesome album, check it out. It's called "The Scarecrow" but anyway here it is:
"A Dream of a dwelling inside,
Alone we come and alone we go
And who am i to know what i feel,
Sympathy that's tearing me apart?
Attraction of the distance to a heart or affinity?
What if love will leave your heart an open sore?
And I can't reveal what even i don't know
The Love you feel you waste away on me
What kind of Love would let us bleed away?
No kind of Love would make us bleed away
If only you could be
The one to take a look inside
I feel so incomplete
A broken man in need of Mother Love
i'm suffering in silence
And no one wants to see
And only God is watching as I bleed
A Star above- my matching piece
Oh this Love will leave your heart an open sore
And I can't reveal what even i don't know
This Love you feel you waste away on me
What kind of Love would let us bleed away?
No kind of Love would make us bleed away
Feel- That's all you gotta do
And it will heal you
Feel the pain to lead you home to peace of mind
Dwell inside
Feel- That's all you gotta do
And it will heal the wound
Feel- There will be a song for peace of mind
Dwell inside"
I don't know, i love the song, but out of context it probably isn't as good
Dude, obama is such a bastard. Why are you going to give the Prime Minister of England, the Mother Country, a bunch of useless DVD's? And then why would you give the Queen an iPod with your speeches on it? Who the hell does he think he is?
He says he's all about diplomacy, but someone who gives a completely useless and worthless gift to the prime minister, and then has the audacity to give him back a bust of churchill is not a diplomat he's an idiot. Diplomacy means to improve relations with other countries, not spit in their faces.
Obama is a jerk. he needs to focus more on the domestic problems. you can't just pass something that might bankrupt the country and then ignore it to fuck up relations with our strongest ally. he needs to get his act in gear.
yeah people probably hate me for my scary, paranoid libertarian political views, but i'm not afraid of the critizism, and if some friends don't like me for my opinion then oh well. I'll still respect your political views even if you don't respect mine
