Sometimes It Feels I'm never Gonna Level and it pisses me off but then i stop and realize none of this shit really MATTERS so i shouldn't get so STRESSED.
i look around at today's society and the culture we live in and i think america is doomed. ESPECIALLY if another democrat gets in, america will COLLAPSE in on itself. The problem with liberals is they have this INSANE ideal that socialism WORKS and that the world is one big happy neighborhood, in REALITY the world is run by psychopaths and MADMEN. Socialism is the gateway drug for communism and we all know how well THAT works. The SOLUTION to problems is SMALLER government, not larger, the bigger the government the larger the chance for CORRUPTION and that shit is RAMPANT in our system today. Politicians are so out of touch with reality it's shocking. the government holds the tab for EVERYTHING they do, gas, groceries, rent EVERYTHING is paid for. they have NO CLUE what the struggle is.
I say someone who ISN'T a politician should get in, i actually WOULD vote for trump if it came to it. at least he DOES shit.
Things are crazy in the world today. first you have that kid who killed twenty-some kids in their own school, then you have the marathon bombers. And let's not forget the psycho doctor who killed live babies and called it "Abortion" in my opinion, abortion at ANY stage is murder. The world is going to hell in a handbasket and there's nothing we regular people can do about it. voting doesn't matter. the government is run by absolute morons ESPECIALLY obama. he has had four years to get the country out of debt and even come up with a budget, but he hasn't done either. it's ridiculous. All that bastard does is sit around, golf, and pay people to tell him what he wants to hear. The whole fiasco in libya with the killed ambassadors should've been looked at immediately and been taken care of. that, my friends, was an act of war. But the regular media swiped it under the table to make sure obama still looked good in the ratings. Now all the liberals are trying to ban guns with their stupid "if we take away guns, gun crime will go down" logic. that's the opposite of what would happen. gun crime would sky-rocket, you know why? because criminals don't legally obtain guns, duh. Look at the swiss, they have an extremely low crime rate because every male at 18 must go into the armed forces for a certain amount of years, then they get to keep their guns. crime is low there because everyone has a gun so there's not much incentive to be a thief or a murderer.
That's It for Now. Let me know what you guys have to say about this
On Sunday night i had a horrible acid flashback and tripped out bad, really bad. (I didn't do more acid, i just tripped out unprovoked) Things started off ok, colors became more vivid, i started seeing things a little. Then it got progressively worse. Those vivid colors started flashing wildly. The first major thing besides the colors was that my left wall started to breathe in and out. The posters on my right wall started to "dance" to the music i was listening to. They then started to rearrange themselves. The crooked ones straightened, the straight ones became crooked. That wall also started to breathe in and out. I noticed someone was watching me from inside my closet. I could see him move, but i couldn't see his face. The walls kept breathing harder, more angrily. The posters started to meld together and the walls started to melt. Keep in mind that i was listening to music the whole time. More people appeared. One was crouching down on the right side of my bed, but when i looked he was gone. He sometimes appeared right above my head. He was always just out of reach. Light started flooding through the room, yet it stayed dark. The Light was in the center of my room swirling like a galaxy. They swirled fast and faster and became brighter and brighter and then just stopped. Everything went black for a moment and then the light of the room returned to normal. Nothing else happened for a bit, then i saw that more people were within my peripheral vision. Some appeared in my direct line of vision, some to my left or to my right. I tried to fix my attention on something solid, which happened to be my lampshade, but that too started to change. It looks nothing like a flower normally, but as i watched it, it started to grow. The lampshade blossomed out and spread into many beautiful flowers. it was like a hundred roses made love to cherry blossoms. That moment of beauty was lost very quickly because i became aware of the people who were around me. Two were on my left, talking to each other. When i tried to look at them they vanished. The sheet on my bed began to move, a lot like how a snake moves. Without knowing how, this sheet was wrapping itself around me. I got free and things calmed down a little. Before long, though, things went nuts again. I saw more and more people, and my music started to just turn into noise. So much was going on i couldn't stand it. People to my left and right were talking so loudly but i couldn't understand what they were saying, and when i looked they were gone. Everything was spinning, the walls were screaming and black hands were reaching out of the tv. My laptop keys started moving up and down like they were the ocean. They turned green, they turned red and back to white again. Eventually i passed out. I literally thought i was losing my mind. But my beautiful, loving, caring girlfriend kept talking to me, kept trying to reason with me. She was telling me everything was going to be ok. Even though she wasn't phsysically with me, she was there. I don't know what i would have done without her. I love her so much.