Yah. So I have kind of a big heart. It falls fast and hard.
I get too depressed and lonely at night. I'm thinking maybe taking two prozac a day. The dose I have isn't very much.
Pills aren't the answer...
I've dealt with this shit my whole life. I'm kinda sick of it. It's ridiculous.
I know all the thuings I should be doiung, but I'm not doing them. So I guess I just bring much of this on myself. Why aren't I doing them? Fuck, I don't know. It's easier said, or known than done I guess. I've done other things that weren't exactly easy though. I kinda just let a girl I really liked, go. Too much drama and shit. I guess it's like the " If you love something let it go, if it loves you it will come back. " thing. So I guess hopefully eventually she will come back? nah, not really. It's too much to deal with. I need someone closer, and more secure. There has to be someone I like that would like me around here. They don't usually go door to door looking in people's basements though. So that means ( *shudders ) I'll have to leave the house... " The sun is a monster. " lol. Benchwarmers is kinda funny.
My roomate has the same phone as me, so it drives me nuts when it rings. I keep thinking it's mine, but not really. Not after the first second. It's still bothersome.
