Jasmine's blog: "Stuff!"

So I haven't been for a dental check-up since I came off the NHS and my old dentist charges £60+ just for a check-up. But I haven't had any problems with my teeth ever apart from a small filling when I was about 7. But I dunno...I mean there's a possibility that there might be something wrong with my teeth but it's not something that hurts so I wouldn't know? All dental problems hurt right?

I knooooooooow it's health and all that shiz...but 60 pounds could be spent on other things...like a dress. (I soo got my priorities right lolz).

And I'm going to the opticians next week and I deffo need glasses and the only frames I like are Police ones so that will set me back about 150 odd for the frames and then there's the lenses which would be about 80-90 pounds on top.

Aaaaaaaaaaargh and my lil stash of moolah is getting smaller and smaller...

I should get a job really...

But I don't feel like it.

Errrr this guy I was seeing last year (not the guy who I went out with recently who stopped texting me) I was meant to start seeing again but then guess what...HE'S MARRIED!

Okay it's not as bad as it sounds, he was with his ex and they decided to get married quite young (considering he's my age) and he mentioned it today and I was all like 'woah woah WHAT!?' and then he was all like 'I told you last year when we first met and I even showed you pictures' and there's me thinking right I don't remember this and I'm pretty sure THAT isn't something I'd forget easy. Anyways, he said he's been seperated with her for a good few years, but the last time he went back to Thailand a few months ago (she's thai) he stayed with her and he told me she's been wanting to get back together again but he isn't sure. Anyhoo, I figured that they may have gotten married so she could get a passport or something but she's not in the country so I guess not.

He did seem genuine in thinking that he told me (cos im pretty sure he didn't) and said he he hoped that I didn't think he's leading me on cause he's not that type of person...

But holy ex-wife/ex-gf drama!

I remember he told me about how he told his gf that we went out a few times and she threw a massive bitch fit (even though they weren't together or 'seperated') Arrrrrhgghhh why can't I meet normal guys... >_<

P.S I SOOOOOO THOUGHT HE WAS PRANKING ME WHEN HE TOLD ME HE WAS MARRIED!

P.P.S I only realised he was married cos he referred to his ex as 'wife'!!!

So the guy I went out with has been kinda MIA recently. The last time we went out, we were just about to go dinner but then couldn't cos he had to rush back to work. He apologised after saying he'd make it up to me next time...butt this was like 2 weeks ago. I did text him the other say just to say hi and check in and he did apologise again for not having been around much and that he missed me (dunno whether he said that just for the sake of saying it though). I told him it was okay cos I understand that he would have been busy (cos I was too hence why I left it so late to just send a text) as he was working on his master's dissertation (or something). So I sent him a last text saying I hope it goes well for him and I figured that I'd just leave him to it and not be distracting/annoying. But we have a lot of mutual friends so I know that on his days off he's been going out and stuff which seems to be a sign that he's not as busy as he had been I think. I thought that nooow he would have time to even just text, not like I was expecting him to take me out again anytime soon.

Arrrhhh I dunno, I'm thinking he's prolly lost interest by now considering we used to text non-stop for days and days or am I being all needy and womanish?

And I knooooooooow some of you will say why don't you talk to him first/ ask him out etc...well I did talk to him first and there wasn't much of a response so asking him out is deffo out of the question. (Not like I would anyway)

But most frames don't sit on my nose, the bridge isn't big/high enough...whut do I dooo?

But IF Osama was killed...what was the end achievement?

Someone else will replace him, and how better to prove yourself than by blowing up a load more stuff right? :

Anyway, you kill Osama but you haven't killed terrorism, probs just agitated it even more.

And is it REALLY a cause for celebration?

I dunno about you but the idea of celebration at a time like this doesn't seem appropriate to me.

And aren't people only happy because they feel like it's 'justice'? In all honesty it seems more like being about 'vengeance' to me which is not how all those people that died (both in 9/11 and fight against terrorism) should be respected/remembered with. (IMO)

I know it's not nice to call people names but what about when someone really is an idiot?

And another thing...I've never been against welfare but lately I've seen some SHOCKING misuse of it, from a childhood friend of mine.

She's my age, has a 2-ish year old daughter (adorable) and holy lord is she milking the system. If I were her I'd never go back to work at all. She lives in a luxury flat...has enough money to take out phone contracts to get all the latest phones, and she spends more money on clothes than I do...and of course she doesn't have to pay for any healthcare or anything.

Her flat costs 700 pounds a month in rent.

The government gives her 690-ish a month for RENT.

And then she gets ANOTHER 600 or so for everyday things, and she also gets 200 a month from the father (she definitely gets this as it's done by CSA)

I mean, I don't wish hardship on her and her daughter buy holy hell I don't think she should be living in luxury. :

Over here there are normally designated 'council' housing that are liveable but not exactly pretty but near my house now they've built a new housing complex of brand new house to be used as council houses...WTF?!

And for some reason I dunno, the council is giving her the money to pay the rent because she's renting private property...why they haven't put her in a council house. I have no idea why...

So I found out today that teh guy I went on a date with asked my step sister out already...LAST YEAR.

She turned him down and it's not like he done wrong by asking me, one year later but URRRRRRGHHHHH second choice as per usual. :@

I got this in my inbox.

Jasmine it is that time again, Do you know it now has been over 1 year and 1 month that I have been requesting you to be my friend. You get a kick out of this ,don't you? Well I'm not going anywhere for a while so why don't you just think about accepting my friend request. Just think about it ,that's all I'm asking and send me back a message telling me to f$%^ off or something!

Thanks Mikey (Not Mike24...well Mike 25 now)

Well now I just feel bad...I just figured he would give up eventually so I just kept ignoring his request. He sends one every month...EVERY month. And he can cos I always clear my friend requests so it allows him to send again (I haz an OCD thing about keeping my bartab clear).

I'm don't wanna add him cos I don't know him...and I got a feeling he might be that weird stalker type. :|

But I feel bad. :(

Why...are we paying 3 TIMES (literally 3 times) the amount for petrol (gas) than Americans!?

What is going ooooooooooooooooooooooooon...I mean I know cost of living here is higher but 3 TIMES!?!?!?