start a new job in a brand new place
chrysler jeep dinner, jaguar tastes
boss is a dick, gonna punch him in the face
but i just can't, this is my last chance
so i just bite my toungue
cause the past repeats
run, run,
not this time son
im standing on a see-saw way above long gone.
one false move and lights out,
im done
so i pack up my stuff and do as im told
head on home, not to return
till after the funeral.
thanks mr. manager i hope you got off
on putting me down, and proving whos the boss.
cause now i dont care
a shit about your little cars
first scent of a job and this cowboy's gone.
but im still strugglin......
dont get the wrong impression, i aint a saint
i dont got a lesson, just a head that contains
20 fucked up main frames
hooked to my brain stem
filtering lies and spitting out nonsense
say it with a smile, do it with confidense
people will buy if your dancing and smiling
im stuck denying, lifes even real
last time i felt love was some time last year.
i gave it up crying and she aint been back since.
sure ive tried
she wont take my calls
maybe im a stalker, but she dont call the law
maybe its a wierd game only i play but
i cant get her love for me off my thoughts
hopeless, desperate
been both of them
top-seater, heavy-hitter
is my real claim to fame
all of it means nothing, dont care what the bitter say.
i love the way the sun shines making it a brighter day
casting a shadow
on a lovely wife and family.
but im still strugglin.....
