baby girl, beleive i see,
the fascination you have for me
hope its a passing thing,
cause i dont feel the same
and your making me feel bad
i dont deserve that
worse yet,
you lye about it
even worse yet,
i survived hell
just to land face first, in the bottom of the frying pan
worse even still
survivings a pain
paychecks disguised as anything i cant see
Its becoming quite annoying
and i cant stop destroying
everything i touch turns to pain
im broke and
your boring.
dont mean to hurt your feelings, i know how it is.
to love completely, but they dont give a shit.
feeling queezy,
and your bout to get sick.
please beleive me,
i love ya like a lil sis.
and it aint easy to not grab your ass
after a couple beers, but somehow i manage.
seriously though, i cant tell a soul
that im scared to death of dying alone
but thats the direction,
i seem to be headed in,
cause i push away everyone, that gets to close.
not just you but there was this one girl
that got in my head and saw the inner circle
just last night i told her i loved her
for the first time since we broke up
she replied with three words,
"leave me alone".
bents..
how i felt, now im back in the zone.
spent..
all this effort, to finally let her know.
hint..
she recommended I go get one.
please spare this man, the feeling that she had.
when she listened to a love she couldnt give back.
trust me, it's not fun
whats done is done, permanent.
so i dial the phone,
of the ol' booty ho,
cause we both know,
where there for sex,
not love.
pain and bliss married and buried me to my neck.
you wonder why of wary of strangers and letting you in?
