All alone, because nobody understands me.
I don’t even understand myself
As I sit here alone, alone on my throne
All that I have, is all I have known.
Lonely night tears,
My smallest worst fears
Smile and swagger can always get cheers.
If you come to me you’d better hold tight.
This ride here with me is sure no delight.
It’s a ride down the shitsville the lowest of low.
In a room full of thousands, I’m clearly alone.
Alone in the middle, all eyes on me.
I think to myself, “What do they see”.
But it’s just who I’ve shown them
Who I want me to be.
Once the day is done and it’s me and my deception.
I think of a new way to stop this depression.
I take drugs and drink till my body’s all stink
This is last time I do this, I begin to think.
Of course it happens again, what break the link?
Because this is me in all of my glory
And this is just the tip of my story
Before you love me or even think that you may
Do us a big favor and just run away.
I’ll drag you into my world, a place you’d rather not go
So when you see me, sit back and enjoy the show.
Face-to-face I’m the star of the place.
Alone in my room im a fucking disgrace.
I’ve dealt with my world now for about 7 years.
I can deal with myself, it’s you I bring tears
It may hurt now, but trust me it’s for the better
You couldn’t handle my thoughts, however witty or clever
Don’t even think about taking a seat next to this throne.
This throne’s built for one, here I am all alone.
