he doesnt care about everything he puts me through.
he gets what he wants and then blows me off to hang with his crew.
I love him, but i cannot go on like this anymore, and i knew eventually i would have to close the door.
It was the entrance to my heart, which is now torn apart. I dont understand why i even try?
'Cause in the end i always feel like i wanna die.
I've tried to make him understand how i feel,
but i dont think he understands that those feelings are real.
So confused about what i need to do...
let him tear my heart out? - - - or tell him were through?
this was a poem i had wrote for my ex...a while ago...
