Jenni's blog: "?"

I find it very amusing how some people must think I am a total moron.... I am so tired of being told how stupid I am being, even though I am pretty sure I know what I am doing. I can't help that maybe some people just have a guilty conscience... I have to question, what would some people think if they got the whole story? I am not going to be the one to tell any story because I am ready for all the drama to stop. I have lost 2 friends from all of this, and I'm done with it because its just not worth it to me anymore. I have tried to let it go, but I keep getting more information, and its all fitting into place now. The friends I lost, weren't really friends in the first place, just people who are out for themselves and don't care about anyone else's feelings. With friends like that, who needs enemies....all it did was make my wall go up a little further, no big deal, I shouldn't have let my guard down at all....I am part to blame for some of it, I apparently gave too much information and I wouldn't let something go. It was also mistaken that I was trying to MAKE someone love me, when in reality I was just trying to get some closure, but some won't believe that no matter how much I try to get that point across... Oh, well...from this point, its over...I will move on and I will be fine.