Honestly, I really can't understand why women do these things. I mean as men, we are pretty much straight up and to the point about what we want and what we desire. But women, always it has to be some bullshit mind game. Some stupid friggin dance that drags on while as men, we keep building up our hopes and dreams. Then reality strikes in and it all just gets smashed to pieces. Everything you hope for just ends getting crushed & obliterated directly in front of your eyes. I spent months trying my very fraggin best to make things work for a long distance relationship. I kept up communication, I kept up with current events. Long cuddle talk conversations, we talked about so many things, so many great ideas. Then, out of the cold blue, a crazy bitch who won me in a Fu-Auction, goes out and sends my special lady and a few others these threatening messages. I call them all to explain the misunderstanding, I get rid of and block the crazy, but then, no chat time for a few weeks, then a very odd text message chat, few days later, that special lady has some punk boy toy and I am pretty much out the picture completely. Talk about bullshit to the fraggin extreme. None of this makes any fucking sense. All I can say is that I constantly keep seeing less & less of a point to find someone special when all the women I meet do nothing but lie to me and stab me in the back. Just another reason for me to back and start dancing on the stage for dollars from the ladies again. ::Sigh::
