The truth of the harshness of reality and coming to grips
i realize the truth and my whole world flips
what if hes right and they arent truly friends
they dont truly care but "will be there to the end"
when he says they dont write me he isnt lying
i keep wanting to believe that they are trying
i have faith ill get their letters soon
he says youve been waiting eleven weeks dude
for every point i make hes got a counter to it
everything he says he has a way to prove it
maybe its to easy to get inside my head
at this point in time id rather be dead
so confused, so mixed up, cuz he seems so right
i dont wanna believe but no letters tonight
one day, some day ill have to face the truth
cant take the pain and confusion, aint no use
and it hurts because sadly its all true
you never write me but i always write you
you guys are spose to inspire me, be my motivation
but here i am sittin alone in isolation
you say you support me but little does is show
it hurts deep down much more then you know
ive got a girlfriend who doesnt recognize me as her boyfriend
and i cant get a letter after all the time we've spent
prepare for the worst but hope for the best
its up to you to decide the rest
Dustin B. Unrath
