im sorry for the things ive said and for the things ive done
im also sorry to say that the sorries just begun
first came the lies, next was the suprise
and then came the nights where all you did was cry
i keep gettin chances and they keep gettin blown
i keep fuckin up before we can grow
no more trying cuz theres no more to lose
im gonna do everything i can for you just to prove
you say not to worry but you know that im goin to
i just cant help it, i want to be with you
i cant help being mad, i cant help feeling sad
because i know im not gettin through
i know you dont believe me, my actions differ from words
but realize that everything differs from what youve heard
its all so complicated, so hard to understand
but i know when im finished ill be a stronger man
you say your not mad, you say youll be just fine
i know it sounds selfish but i know im not this time
you say that your not bothered and that im only your friend
now all thats left is my unlowly descend
you may be fine, not affected in the least
but this is killin me, im slowly goin deceased
and so this ends you know who you are
your not just a line but the face of a scar
