KinkQueen Bella Deviance's blog: "I Am The Who When You Call Who's There"

You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always


I really feel
I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end

It looks as though you're letting go
And it it's real,
Well I don't want to know


Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts


Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening


As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Chorus


It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...

You and me
I can see us dying ... are we?

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Ian has asked me for a separation.   I'm not sure if it's due to my putting him in the psychiatric hospital.  I don't know if it's his meds or lack thereof. 

I've been married for only 4 and a half months, and I'm failing.

I love you, baby..  Please, please...snap out of it.

-Bella