my lil roller coaster of emotions, up and down twisted around thoughts flecked with self inflicted well place cuts What really lies inside my mind I can't say why do I do what it is I do twist my words to bend your thoughts. a confusing conundrum of past regret and suicide threats. Consumed with these things sometimes it controls my life, its not mine to own but my dreams and screams slowly fade away.clouds lift and I feel the sun once again kiss my lips, for only but a moment till I slip yet again sinking lower with each dip,my lucks gonna run out one of these days its only a matter of time till I finally end it all and dive deep into my sadness. randomness and indecision makes me cut with more precision. little scars of past regret and thing I did I never meant, razorblade dreams can can come true you see, someday I'll be the death of me
