Better in time thats what everyone says, how do you get better when you can't forget what brought you down so low you broke. Breakdowns seem so trivial till it happens to you. No one understands the way you feel when all you want to do is disappear and forget yourself sometimes. Call it emo or whatever its my outlet so I can make sure I still feel. Sometimes I wonder why things have to be the way they are and the things you said flood back to my mind and twist me back up so I'm complicated once again. You made it clear I'm not good enough for you yet slowly you creep back in and this viscious cycle return once again.