Your the one that was there for me when things were hard.
You listened to my tears and to my fears.
You always let me know that it was going to be ok.
But now I sit here and wonder if things will ever be ok again.
I try and not think of you being gone, just that its been a while since ive seen you.
But I cant pretend anymore.
The tears just fall, the pain still feels as raw as the day it happend.
Im scared and Im lost, no one understands me the way you do.
I have so many fears and doubts and no where to let them loose.
I hate God for taken you and I love him at the same time.
Knowing if you were here you would be in pain, but knowing your gone hurts.
I hate myself for not saying goodbye, for being to scared and running.
I wish I would have stayed and told you I Loved You.
Or that everything was going to be ok, why couldn't I be as strong as you were.
You were hurting and I ran from you.
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