The past 12 months have been very hard indeed for me personally and has taught me a great deal about myself and others, there have been some dark times and even sometimes that have made me wonder how we manage to survive sometimes in this crazy mixed up world of ours.
I have lost many things this year, I lost my home and everything I worked so hard for over the years and I also lost a very close and dear friend who felt that they just could not go on any further despite my own efforts to try and convince them that there were many reasons why they should stand up and fight, which in turn made me realise that yes it was worth fighting for no matter how hard it may all seem at the time.
Also here in fuland, not all has been plain sailing, I have gained and lost friends, even had my heart tugged a few times and have become very close to a few also, none more so than one who is very dear to my heart and will always remain so…….but …
There have been times, and now is one of those times when I have felt is it really worth all of the troubles and heartache that sites like this can bring to you, I have and always will try to be the very best friend to anyone who wishes to seek my friendship and have always been proud of the fact that many have chosen to come to me and confide, no matter what and I have always kept that trust no matter what but lately, something has happened that has left me both deeply saddened and shocked by its very nature and through this I have lost a very close and dear friend as a result of something I had nothing to do with yet can do nothing to change what has resulted in this instance.
But over all there has been one thing that has kept me going through out this past year and that has been the support of some very dear and loving friends, without who, I would have left here without a second thought……..to those, I thank you from the very depth of my heart and is with friends like you that have made me the friend to many that I am………THANK YOU
All that remains is for me to wish each and every one of you a very happy, prosperous new year and may all you hopes, desires, dreams and wishes come true in 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR
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