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created on 12/12/2006  |  http://fubar.com/me/b33868

Real or Fake?

Can you truly know someone across wires, connections, and miles? Can you truly know your day is complete when your friend's list blinks? Can you truly know that a webcam captures the truthfulness of their smiles? Can you truly trust your heart when seeing their name in a chatroom makes you think? How can you truly know or trust Someone you've never held, touched, or felt? How do you know it's not just lust that keeps you coming back and makes your heart melt? Do you know for sure that longing for days to pass to chat with them online at night is true desire? Could it be just that the greener grass just looks greener across computer wires? Should you reach out and take a chance to meet this person face to face? If you bumped into them in the mall would you give them more than just a passing glance? Is it their real personality or just their online persona that makes your heart race? When you hear their warm, sexy voice do you feel your stomach turn to knots? Is it really a feeling of deepness when turning them off is a choice? How do you keep the images of them from flooding your thoughts? Can you see a future in their eyes, when you haven't seen the subtle colors of blue change in the light? Does the passion in their words bring tears and crys? Do you think day and night about wrong and right? Is my mind playing tricks on me, would we fall in love if by chance we were to actually meet? Would you want to see me again or just give my heart a shove? Would meeting you in person be a trick or a treat? Is there such a thing as true love over the internet or is it all just fun and games? When you haven't heard their worries, concerns, or frets? When you don't even call them by their proper name? Could it be real or is it all fake? Do you really want to feel their arms around you and be by their side when you awake? If they asked to be with you forever would you, could you, honestly say "I do"? Does wanting, yearning, desire, and need come through clearly across a screen and a cam? Does online romance, passion, and love really plant a seed? Is it a seed of doubt or could you just need more RAM? Would the actually touch of my body against your flesh send quivers of excitement and tingles down mine? You rock my world over and over... it's so awesome and fresh... but would it be the same over the course of time? Can you really know something was meant to be? Can you really love someone and be in love with someone you barely know? Could you really forsake everything to be with me? Would it be terrible if I asked you to take it slow? Do I really know the dark side that makes you, YOU? Can I see the warts, bruises, and bumps the battle scars of life that have made you black and blue? If you saw mine, would you still say I made your heart skip and jump? It's hard to say, if what I feel is real, it scares me shitless and makes me worry. It makes me want to turn and run, it's all so surreal tell me fast how you feel it doesn't matter, just please hurry. I'm sinking fast to figure out my way and a way out. I keep finding my way back to you even though I should not. My heart is filled with lots of love, but mostly self-doubt wondering if someday we're going to get caught. I'm so scared to love you for real... but I'm afraid it's too late for that fret. I don't know if it's really love that I feel but I know it's better than living a life full of regret. How do you know what you feel is real for someone you've never even met? Why do I keep coming back to your cyber nutty ass? Can you really find love at the end of the day on the internet?
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