MistressMic's blog: "ME"

#1.... I don't go around telling people how sick I am...... I have been on this site since mid July of 06... and I don't advertise the fact that I am disabled or terminally ill.... those that do know are people that have taken the time to read my blogs... that have been there since day one... because I have never believed in hiding the fact... or people that I have gotten close to or that I have tried to help. #2...... If you don't believe I am as sick as my blog says.... you try to get declared disabled....by ANY state.... try it... have fun..... I know several very sick people that are still trying... I know how hard it is.. it took me three years.... Anyone that knows anything about autoimmune illnesses they know that they are called "invisible illnesses" (I do thank god for that... because lets face it.. to some degree.. we are all vain... at this point in my illness - I am only being attacked internally.. unless you count my hands...) Thankfully, the Disability department is alot more educated than the dimwits that make declarations here on FuBar. #3....... Furthermore.... If you still don't believe it.... I honestly don't give a Fuck whether you believe it or not...... you can have my life!!!! You try to do what I do on a daily basis.... I will gladly trade you!!! You sit here and wonder if the doctors figured the time lines correctly or if this is the sickness that will be the final one.......... of if you are getting sicker more often lately because you are at the end..... so honestly .... kiss my ass... and go back to your pathetic lives. I am doing everything I can to make it through mine... emotionally and physically. My life is painful..... I will gladly exchange it. When you have access to the narcotics that I do and are still in pain... you know its bad... I have to look at Mike and see how upset he is that there is nothing he can do to stop the pain... at best he can make me comfortable enough to sleep which on days like today - its what he does. so honestly - take ur lying pathetic lives and kiss my ass..... (For those of you that have no idea what is being talked about here - you can click on my "my life" blog and you can thank Slave Princess & Ser William for this bitch....Btw.. Slave Princess.... Hows Sick is Ser William these days?)

Dreams do come true, some just take a little longer than others, wishes do come true, when we wish upon the same star, hopes and dreams are what we are living in at the moment, just imagine how wonderful our life together will be when at last all our hopes and dreams finally come true. Romance is the essence of our love, it keeps our dreams alive, bringing us closer together with each desire, New sunsets, New Morning Dawns, brings me a day closer to you . A million words I could say to you, A million poems I could find myself sitting and writing to you. Endless nights and Endless Days, without you time just seems to linger. Fears sometimes they take over but the greatest fear I have is the fear of not knowing, not knowing when at last I will be in your arms for good, not knowing the exact moment when I will be able to look into your eyes and know for sure they will not be leaving me with tears welling up in them, not knowing the unknown is the biggest of all my fears, but my sureness in your love for me is what truely keeps me going. Knowing that you love me I can withstand the obstacles that gets into our way I can bridge the distance in my dreams of the miles that now seperate us, I can soar on the wings of angels and know that you are soaring there with me. With your love, I can face each fear, knowing you are always going to be near to protect me and keep me safe, You are my greatest strength, Your Love is my warmest blanket when the winds begin to blow, Your heartbeat is my music it fills my heart with so much love, Your soul at night when it speaks to me it has the power to calm my greatest fears and helps me to close my eyes each night and know that my tomorrows will finally bring me home to you. Our souls are joined together, our heart are inter-twined, our love is an endless circle with no ending, no breaks, no weakenss found. Our passions are the fires that keep our love burning strong, Without your love I do not know where I would be, maybe a lost ship tossed about on the stormy seas, a candle without a flame, a light without a source, with you I am the strongest ship to sail the world, the brightest light that can guide a millions ships home. You are the one who puts that fire deep within my soul, for no other man has ever touched the very being of my soul . In the stillness of the night when your soul speaks to me my soul, peace my love, now close your eyes and sleep, let me be the watcher while you dream sweet dreams, I know that when I hear your soul speak to me that you are with me thru the cold and lonely night. I can not write a love poem because I have to be in the arms of the one who loves me, how can I write what I have yet to experience, the purest of love, the heart of my heart, the dream of my dreams, the air that I breathe, the soul that joins my soul. I can only write of the nights when your soul speaks to me, the calmness that I feel, the love so strong it captures my heart, leaving it imprisioned with you holding the key. I could write a million words and find myself writing a million poems but words and poems are not enough to describe the feelings when at night your soul speaks to me. Mic

Contest Drama? omg I cannot believe her lol..... Because The House of Doom splits away from MizzShadys' SUP??? We were *NOT* part of her family... we just had associated ties to her family ... we helped her family bomb contests... *THATS ALL* and we go against her in a couple of contests and BEAT her.... she sends in her goons to steal my picture... AND she creates an ENTIRE new FAMILY ... THE KARMA family to come after US???????? OMG! Sad & Pathetic...... Loyalty to Mizz Shady goes this far that MISTER BUKKAKE would go into my pictures and steal them and create a fake account ???? YES ... this is a family member that I trusted.... that I discovered while I was rating and commenting his pictures..... that had created a fake account.... and stolen my own salute to do it..... mister bukkake of SHADY'S SUP

@ fubar and here is the fake account that was created with that salute...... *KARMA HITS DOOM*

@ fubar and while I was discovering it... this fake account starting blocking me and MikeS both out of the blue!!!! Circe-weaver of ur destiny [Karma Family]

@ fubar Then I discover all these accounts hitting both MikeS & I both and blocking our pages.... one has to wonder WHY???? The Head of the Family.... karma family

@ fubar and I guess, here are their members.....they have gone to quite an extent to get some kind of revenge on Mike & I for some unknown reasons..... I guess to teach us not to beat them and their friends.. the confeds (or the few confeds that they could get to help them in those two contests lol) in a contest and to not leave their sides in their bombing feuds. SEE? This is the sole reason that The House of Doom has *ALWAYS* stuck to helping in GiveAways instead of Contests... until our association with the SUP ... we had never ventured into contests... *NOW* I see WHY!!! Contests and the SUP spellout D.R.A.M.A or does DRAMA just follow the SUP??? I sat by and read the sad little pathetic bulletins that MizzShady posted after each loss... her proclaiming that they had actually "won" because they had been beat by 4-5 bombing families (an outright lie... we were all individual bombers.. facing her bombing family and the confeds) and the rest of her string of lies.... and I never said a word to contradict her.... I figured let her face her loss and explain it to her family any way she could and I just went back to my life and continued on... because unlike MizzShady... I do have a life outside on FuBar. Because obviously the lengths that she has gone to to extract revenge against The House of Doom shows that FuBar is HER LIFE. Mizz Shady... WAKE UP.... or your worst dreams are gonna come true.......I won't state them here.... YOU know what they are.... My God woman.... show that you have some interest outside of this place!!!! I almost feel sorry for you... you are gonna end up losing everything that is most dear to you..... because of your obsession with this place and us! Your life... your house... your family isn't worth it!!! wake up! Is the SUP ... the Karma Family.... enough to keep you warm at nite? Enough to give you hugs and say I love you? I hope so!!!! Cuz here's ur family....... GuiltyKarma

@ fubar ironman(karma family)

@ fubar karma sultra (karmafamily co/owner

@ fubar All that I ask of my friends is that if any of these accounts I guess speak unfairly about me or Mike.. that you bring it to either of us and give us a fair chance to either explain ourselves or at least defend ourselves.... but then again .... do you really wanna even talk to people that go to this kind of lengths of revenge or deceipt or theft of ones pictures? I mean MY GOD.... we chose to leave their association... not even their family!!!!! Thank you for your time in reading.... I know this was lengthy. *hugs* MzMic