So where do i begin? My anger is at the boiling point. So yesterday was hell at work. I had to go to trial for the bastards that robbed me over a year ago. No fun...another reset for them cause they won't take the deal. So more pain and the possible fear of one making his bond. So of course, my co-workers are the best, tell me whatever I need just call for they protect our own. So, I spent the afternoon working away and talking to my best friend explaining my worries. Leaving my phone for I didn't have time to talk for I was going from one place to the next with the guys and my bosses knew where I was at all times. When I get back to my office, I see several text messages from several people. One was understandable for she was worried but knew what was up for I told her how my day may be. She knows I will lay low if needed. I did lay low but it was work. The other...well let just say if I told you that I would call you to hang out I would. Don't ever assume a damn thing. And sorry if I don't respond right away but I work in a place where I don't have complete privacy from ears plus everyone of them have this protective complex that was on alert after what happened in court. So excuse me for not calling or texting you. My main concerns are always about my kids and if I think there is some threat to thier safety, I will always handle that first. My kids, family and friends who are family to me will always take place before you. I was honest with you from the get go. You have to remember I am a mother first. I am part of a department that I consider family. My priority will always be my family. There will be days where I don't talk to several people for days and its cause of work or something going on with my family. Don't ever assume anything. Don't put words in my fucking mouth either. I have several things that take first place and I know it is part of the reason why I am single. My family will always be first. My job does make it hard to really go out but guess what...it my job and what makes me happy.
