Falling deep into dispair. Shrouded by failure like the stench of death hovring in a morgue. Darkness hovers over me like the stars blanket the night sky. I have failed you. In my journey I lost you. I tried to change you but expected you to remain. If you never forgive me I will understand. Not only have I failed you but failed myself. They say love conquers all but the way I see it the world drowneds love. So i'm swimming in my failure. And our love is drowning. The only rescue for me is your smile. If that is truelyu lost then I have definitely failed us both.