3554230's blog: "Peyton talks"

Hello World,Its me again

I am the type of person that hates to repeat herselve.

I have been asked about my friends and family ranking again,all I have to say to that is please read the previous blog.

I will how ever repeat this,maybe not in the same words but same meaning.

Don't challenge me over Jeff(Fujeff).What we do is our business.He is my lifeline,my heart,don't go there.Most of all he is my best friend and we are going bike riding next month.What we do has nothing to do with me talking to you.It is totally seperate.Keep it there.Don't ever threaten me it will not work.Im a mom are you kidding me.lmao

Let me let you in on a little secret.He knows I flirt,talk and many other things on here with men.He lets me be my own person.A matter of fact it isn't a let at all,He knows I am an adult and respects me just for that and allows me to make decisions and the funny thing is all he wants is to make me smile and happy.He doesn't expect anything from me.

This man should never be treated without RESPECT.He deserves to have it and if you disrespect him then you have disrespected me or even challenging me over him,you have just disrepected me and him as well.We are that close.He can talk to me with intelligence and treats me like a lady that I am.

I have become friends with many here and some of us have grown quiet close,I wouldn't take anything for that.I love you guys..but please listen to me when I say don't challenge me when it comes to Jeff.I would hate to lose your friendship or anything else we may have shared.I am actually begging you not too.

So many of you on here have showed me what true friendship is and so help me god I could never repay you for that.When I say I love you guys I really do.

Can't we all just pull up a chair and chew the fat and have a good time and share the love and be who we are and just laugh.There is no need for jealousy I am very upfront if you whave a question just ask,but remember if it is personal or concerning someone else it may not be answered..

Thank you

I hope I didn't make anyone upset over this.

Peyton

Hello WORLD!!!

  Peyton here & I have a few things I would like to say or discuss if need be.

I hope I don't offend anyone when I do this.I just would like to clear the air.I hate to know I have hurt anyone.

Its about my friends and family list.

I have had some come to me and say wow I went down in ranks when I should be going up or that the one in first are usually the ones you love the most.

I am writing to clear all this up now.

Fujeff will always be my number one don't know how I put him 2nd in family unless one of the other girls got on here,point is this,he will always be number 1 in both areas.

He is very dear to me and has been since I come here I think around a couple of weeks ago now.We are going bike riding next month and I think it will be awesome.He stole my heart with his charm and intellect in talking to me.Very smart man.He is very cool.

As far as who is after that has nothing to do with how I rank our friendship.

I wished I could put all of you first but I can't but it certainly does not mean I am more fond of one than the other.

I have had some ask about Tommy & Kennymac & Matt & Fugentleman,Well I am friends with them and if it goes farther than that,it isn't anyones business but mine.My son comes first,he always will,yes I like them all,but in a certain way and totally different.Not one is like the other.They awww me everyday,could I fall for anyone of these guys,Oh hell yes.Will I tell you which one oh hell no.Will they know,well hell yes.I am upfront as I can be.

There are others on here I talk to as well,but I guess since they don't get switched around they are not looked at,but maybe they should be,hehe..

I am just now getting out of a relationship that has really been over for awhile and as I write this we are working out the details of our son.He will always be in our lifes,why,because he is the father and I love him dearly,just not as a couple anymore.We still live together until May and if he wanted to stay longer than I would let him.We are that close.

Here is what I am trying to say,Ranking mean nothing to how you are in my heart.I am not here to play anyone.I like each one in my own way as you do your friends and many are not even spoken of that I have grown fond of..Do I want more out of one,well of course I do,but as I said I will not say which one.It is my business and no one elses,but as I said the ranking as nothing to do with it,so please don't look at that.What if I put my closest friends first and the ones I am very fond of near the end or 5th and 6th just so noone would know.

This is silly is what it boils down too.You know when we talk how it is between us and if it has went further and we wish to add flavor to it,why is it anyones business?

If I am wrong then please do tell me.Maybe I am the one looking at it badly.

Thanks,Peyton

P.S I tried to put them all in order this morning.still didnt get it right.loi