i am so bored and alone and i feel like crying. why are men such pigs? why do they want to plain us?
so much pain.... is there any way to get rid of this pain inside. i want to die just to end it. every one listens but does not listen. they see but they do not see they speak but they do not speak...what to do? listen see and speak of the things that are not. we all might do better in this world. so many secrets waiting to be let out..any one willing to do it? no they only want to judge people for looks. thats not important. look for what is in the inside. personality humor some of the best people in the world are those we judge. do we not all have bones 1 heart brain and so forth under neith the skin? do we not bleed when we are cut? do we not cry when we are hurt do we not laugh at something funny? people wake up!
my heart is so cold and hard but at the same time wanting to be sweet and caring. i am so confused. i want this wall to come down. can any one do that? so far no. so i will go on hurting and crying in side with saddness. may one day i will find that some one who can remove this wall and make me trust people again show things that i have never seen before. i feel so twisted and yet simple. can that special person open all the doors again? oh god please help with this pain of sorrow. well enough for now
