i am so depressed right know i think my husband may be trying to cheat on me when i have been faitful and honest about things. every one knows that i am married. but now for the past year i have not been happily married. i lost my uncle in 98 a friend in 2003 lost my brother in 2004 lost my husbands grandpa and a nother uncle of mine in 2005 now i am about to loose my grandpa and thats not everyone. i wish i could smile and laugh again. maybe find some one who change and brighten my world back up it is so gray and dark i cannt tell one day from the other some times. i thought i had found some one that made me happier and laughing again but after 2 days i found out he lied to me. i dont go for those who lie to me.
why are all guys the same? i hope one day i will find that some one, or may be i have found him just dont give him much of a chance. i dont know. good luck to all the others out there searching for that true love soulmate.
