XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "Real stories"

You make me feel So insignificant ..sometimes 

you make me feel so small 

You make me like i ask for so much when i ask for barely anything at all 

you crush my hopes and dreams , you can control everything .. 

anytime i even try to get ahead , your always the first one to say i'll fail .. .

you never there in my corner .. cheering me on ... ..

Today you came in to yell at me ... at 6 oclock in the morning cause i ate food ...  

i'm supposed to eat , and so is she ... 

sometimes i really hate you .. for being so cruel .. 

I wonder how i could of loved you at all .. 

Your your jealous rages lasted last for days .. and days 

you only ever want me to be alone .. 

you don't value anything about me , not even my smile .. 

you pull me down and then beat me mentally for trying to get up .. 

I wish i could be like you , do things i didn't love to do .. 

Sometimes i wish i didn't care .. about anything or anyone at all ..

you use anything i tell you against me when we fight .. 

Your not the kind of guy to ever say everything will be all right ... 

It's hard to breathe around you .. 

I'ts almost impossible to be who i am .. 

You drain the life out of me ... 

i walk on so many eggshells around you not to make you mad...

and even when im around you  for a day you make me feel so sad ...