I joined this site to get away from the drama of MySpace and my real life.
I have so much going on and stuff I have to deal with, I wanted to come somewhere where I could meet some really cool people, which I have, and not have to deal with the bullshit.
I know that's no matter where you go, but some places it's worse than others.
Let me say this, I LOVE my LDC Family and all it's members, though I hardly talk to any of them. Same with Club F.A.R. I work F/T, I'm a single mom with a great boyfriend, and like most, have a lot going on.
I don't talk to everyone as much as I'd like but I know that if I need them, they're there. Same thing with me. If you need me, I'm here. By ALL means, shout me, PM me, whatever to get me if you need to vent or whatever. I can't promise to have the right answer, but I do promise to be an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on and someone you can truly consider a friend.
Two of my closest friends I met on here, and can vouch for that. I'm hoping to show that to many others as well. As I stated before, I'm not here for the points. Yes, they're nice, but I prefer the friendships to the points and status.
Through some recent events, I've found out who my true friends are. My family is my family and nothing will change that. I'm talking beyond the 'family'.
I don't usually bitch much, but my stress level is astronomical lately and the drama, backstabbing crap here isn't helping. If it wasn't for two VERY special friends, and many more that I hope to make soon, I would have left the tap all together.
The one that I thought would care the most can't spare the time of day and likes to jump to conclusions and only get one side of the story. Tells me a lot and I've got to figure out if that's what I really want to be associated with.
If you don't see me around for awhile, don't be surprised. I may have decided to take a break before my vacation to North Carolina. I have a lot to think about.
Because of the extra stress, etc. that I don't really need. I love you guys, and don't want to lose any of you as friends, but as I stated in a previous blog, I DO have a heart condition, not so much life threatening but it could be, and I have to watch my stress level. As I write this, my head is pounding and my ears are purple my blood pressure is up so high. No particular reason, just is.
If you actually took the time to read this, thanks. If not, well my point is proven.
