Woo's blog: "Steph's Musings...."

Well last night I took a chance and met someone off the internet. Wasnt someone I had talked to for too long, but we got a long. Now this guy is a pretty boy type..Ya know, the kind that only shops at high end stores, and goes tanning. The type of guy who would itimidate me because he was so "perfect" looking. Kind of reminiscent of Brad Pitt in a way. I was nervous to meet him, I thought why would someone that looks like him even want to meet my tubby ass? But anyways, so we were just meeting for a drink or 2. Thank god for the drinks. I was nervous as hell. I don't know what it is about guys that look like that but they make me feel inferior. He was a nice guy and all but the entire time I couldn't help but think he was better than me. I feel horrible for thinking that. Because part of my brain is telling me I'm being stupid but the other part is telling me to run! save myself from embarrassment. Make me really want to sit down and check my self-worth. I really need to find a way to boost my self-esteem. *sigh*