I mean, I just don't know how to feel or what to feel right now. I feel as if the whole damn world has taken a shit on me and I can't get the damn shit off of me. I mean everything I say or do I end up geting hurt one way or another. I'm sick of everyone keeping the true feeling from me and i'm sick of everyone thinking they know who i truely am better then myself, I worked my ass of to stand on my two feet and i feel like someone has cut them off. I mean my life is so fucked up right now that I'm shocked it has taken me this long to reach the point of not haveing faith or reason any more. Like what the hell am I to do. It's like damn if I do and damn if i don't. Just so sick of this shit, I'm sick of geting knocked around when I'm at my lowest. I mean what the fuck,it's like I care about all these damn people and none of them give a shit about me or my feelings.
