If you want to know what I lied about, check my blog entry "Cleansing and Purging" I lied about the sobriety thing. I've fallen back on old habits. In fact, a friend of mine sorta described what i'm doing... so here's what he said, that was extremely insightful... "You give and you give… you do all and give all to the best of your abilities and knowledge and yet its not enough… and so all you do is Fuck and Hope that it is enough…" It's sad but true. Anyways, I apparently cannot stop being bitter. really all i want is for one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same. Anyways... this has been a bad day. And i've only been up for two hours. ugh *head desks*
I cannot run away, fading slowly,
~Lisa
