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Cleansing and Purging

2008, a beginning of a new year. I've quit drinking and all of my other vices. It's hard as shit but, I've got to do it. I'm starting this year with a clean slate. I've forgiven all of those that have hurt me in the past, but not forgotten the lessons it's taught. I'm tired of all the high school drama shit, especially with people that aren't even in high school anymore. I'm tired of being that immature brat. I've always been more mature for my age but in some ways... I'm a normal teenager. So I've quit that shit. I've quit being that juvenile and trying to quit being so vindictive. It's just time to grow the fuck up and get on with my life. I know I'll have little slips, cause recovery is a life long journey, not a destination. I'm trying this year with a whole new attitude, going with the flow. I've quit trying to fight every little thing just for the sake of arguing. So anyone that I've been an immature brat to, I apologize and it'll never happen again. Anyone that I've broken a promise to, I'm working on keeping my word better (I normally do so no problem with that). And anyone that's hurt me, I forgive you. If I start being a bitch or going back to my old ways, call me out on it. I'm tired of being able to get away with that shit. I mean just... I'm tired of people just accepting me as a screw up. I guess the point of this is that I'm no longer the girl I was. I'm trying this whole "bettering myself" thing. And just to be patient with me and don't give up on me. I’m forced to let go, ~Lisa
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