What does it take to be number one?
How can I be that special to you?
I've fought for so long to be the perfect woman,
Yet I've failed to make you love me as I need you to.
Your first waking thought in the morning,
The last hazy image as you drift into your dreams.
My heart would melt if knew I was there,
Yet I'm not, so instead my heart screams.
It's screaming at you to take advantage of this,
This love that is deeper than you'll ever know.
You almost lost it, but you got it back,
And now, this is your chance to never let go.
For awhile I thought that things had changed,
That you had seen the depth of my heart.
Those sweet little nothings, that's all I needed.
I just knew we were making a new start.
But it seems that it's over, before it even began.
Now we're back to the old way of living.
I refuse to live my life like this again,
You taking, me giving and giving.
You know that every day I struggle,
And what I've been fighting so hard for.
I had hoped it would be enough that I try,
But apparently you need something more.
My passion is what I love myself for,
And it continues to fade away.
If you can't give me what I need from you,
Then there's nothing more to say
