so i just been thinking i dont know how to forgive not my self and not others
if u hurt me i will always rememember it and a lil bit of that amazing person u once were is gone
if i hurt me a lil bit of my self washes away with the pain ... i fuck my self really bad i am right now as i write
i pusnishing myuself rally in the worst ways i can and i dont know how to stop i wont even talk to ppl or take help or help my self
i letting my self drown and i hate it
i wont forgive my self i wont show mercy to my self i fuck my self for doign the wrong thing once
and i love my slf each time i ruin things and sabiage things till there no longer possible
sometiems i can over come this and fix it but i not even letting my self fix things
