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Monday, November, 22, 2010, I will start a new job, as tech support for Verizon Cable TV, Internet, and land line phone services, and even though I have been working on computers since I was fifteen years old, I am not feeling so good about this new job, for many reasons. . .
1) It is a call center, and I have worked at a call center before and became so sick I was almost hospitalized.
2) I have had enough of computer issues and people not listening to me about fixing the thing and keeping it from happening again.
3) Most people at call centers smoke, and most of those smokers do not keep the area clean. I don't mind smokers, my grandma was a smoker, but she was a clean smoker and always put her buds in an ashtray or trash can.
4) Starting a new job not knowing people scares me, more so in Utah because my mind works very differently then the people in this state, so making “friends” is kind of hard to do.
I don't like change and it is hard for me to come by all these changes that have been happening in my life this year. All I want to do is hide in my room and not see the world, not face reality.
There is a flip side of all of this, and it is. . . I am finely done living for my family. I want to get out there meet new people, and tell my family to shove it. I'm twenty-five years old, it is time to stop trying to make them happy and start making myself happy.
The irony of it all.
