My hands are trembling with fear
I'm so petrified of tomorrow
And what it might bring
For nothing is what it is anymore
And I am not who I am.
My eyes are red and raw from crying
I just feel so exhausted and miserable
Like I have nothing left to offer
And I know nobody could understand that
So I don't say a word.
My head is throbbing, I can't think straight
There are ghosts haunting me
Screaming horrible things
While laughing and pointing
And they won't leave me alone.
My heart feels empty
I don't belong anywhere
I don't enjoy anything anymore
There's nothing to look forward to
There's no hope.
My world has fallen apart
It collapsed at my feet
There's nothing left
So It's time to leave, get out of here
And end it all right now.
