XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

My tears speak 

what my words can't say ... 

the pain i feel now your gone away.. 

Your not here to see how far i've come ... 

Your your not here to know the battles i've won... 

You didn't get to see me try ... 

But at least i've stopped asking why you had to die ... 

I Miss more every holiday , and especially your birthday...

I swear i'd do all the things we planned to do .. 

Show you my world , the world you never knew ... 

I'm sorry that your darkness , covered your sunshine... 

I'll love you till the end of time .. 

I 'll treasure your memory ... with each every breath i take... 

I love Mum ... 

I love your smile.. 

I love your heart ... 

I love the way you cared.. even for strangers .. 

They were friends we hadn't met yet ... 

My love for you doesn't ever cease ... 

Even though you are gone... 

I which could feel all the hugs i would give you ... 

I wish you could all the love i still have in my heart for you ... 

I wish i could know beyong a doubt ,, that you were proud of me ... 

I'd show you the whole world if i could .. 

But i guess in heaven you get beautiful view .. 

I'll always tell you i loved you .. 

But you already knew ... 

I cared for you .. even in the darkest of our days ... 

I tried to shine my love for you like a light ... 

Your spirit is free Mum , You are forever my Butterfly... 

I love you

Love always your darling daughter... 

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