Shadow's blog: "my poerty"

Tried & Tied I tried to be there for you, but you tied my hands... I tried to be a friend, but you tied my hands... I tried to care, but you tied my hands... I tried to love you, but you tied my hands. I tried to need you, but you tied my hands... I tried to be near you, but you tied my hands... I tried to just be, but you tied my hands... I tried to open my heart, but you tied my hands. I tried to tell myself it would be different, but you tied my hands... I tried to tell myself it had all changed, but you tied my hands... I tried to tell myself we were going to be ok, but you tied my hands... I tried to open my soul, but you tied my hands. I tried not to need you, but you tied my hands... I tried not to want you, but you tied my hands... I tried not to give myself to you, but you tied my hands... I tried not to pray for you, but you tied my hands. I tried not to weep for you, but you tied my hands... I tried not to bleed for you, but you tied my hands... I tried not to lie to you, but you tied my hands... I tried not to die for you, but you tied my hands. I tried all of this and still it never falls the same... I push you away and still you came... Every time I give to you, I tried, but over and over... my hands were tied.

That NightShould I tell you about that night or shall I let it disapear, Should I warn you how to be or shall I not interfear, Should I turn the tide and let time go by or shall I stay near?

Never Ending We Circle around eachother like the pendants we wear,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We step back and hope it goes away,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We make love desparately fighting,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We hold on to eahother with all our might,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We speak a thousand languages with our eyes,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We meet soul to soul & equal to equal,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we arealready there. hearts bind, souls intertwined until the bitter end,Now knowing where we are going, realizing we are .............already there.

""Life is the fire that burns and the sun that gives light. Life is the wind and the rain and the thunder in the sky. Life is matter and is earth, what is and what is not, and what is beyond, is in Eternity.""

If I were broken could you fix me... If I were puzzle could you put me back together... If I were lost could you find me... If I were darkness could you be my light???

Follow along little girl as I show you the way, you may be grown, yet young in our ways...* Follow the path we lay for you down, you may be grown, yet you are still not found...* Follow the rules & be bound by chains, you may be grown, yet you have to earn your way...* Follow what you are shown, you may be grown, yet you shall do as told...* Follow the wise words you will need to heed, you may be grown, yet in this life you will learn true need...* Follow the acts you will be taught, you may be grown, yet you are not yet ready to be brought...* Follow the stars in the skys, you may be grown, yet you know nothing of all lies...* Follow the Master to learn to serve, you may be grown, yet never to be heard...* Follow the guidence you are given, you may be grown, yet you have not started to truly live.................

Here comes the darkness and I shall hold it in my hand... Here comes the mist and I shall let it hold me in its hand. Here comes the pain and I shall bend to its will... Here comes the pleasure and I shall beg for it to be near. Cover my eyes and draw me here, to a place ... Where the darkness and the mist roll over all that is near.

~~Lonely~~ The Hopes And Dreams That Go Untold And Words That No One Heeds Are Like A Book That Lies In Wait Yet No One Has Stopped To Read. A Squandered Use Of Every Laugh That Echos Back Unheard And Stories Told To Vacant Rooms Ascend As Hollow Words. What Good Becomes Of Love Expressed That None Are There To Hear And Wasted Smiles Hold Equal Worth To Every Unseen Tear. To The Highs And Lows Of Life That Are Like Unopened Gifts Means Nothing With Out You To Share Those Gifts With.

Come show me your path, where I belong. Come reveal to me your way, where I belong. Come share with me your wisdom, where I belong. Come hold me in the night, where I belong. Come run with me in the darkness, where I belong. Come…Let us be together…where I belong. 2:56am 03/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL*

If I hide in the shadows with all my tears, Who will come to wipe them away? If I hold all my sorrows deep and near, Who will come to break them free? If I open my heart to those who care, Who will pick up the pieces as they lay there? If I am in deep seeded need and you are not there, Who will take those fears away? If I am lost in the deepness of the night, Who will guide me on my path? If I find my way back from afar and I am changed, Who will open their arms up to me? 2:30am 3/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL*