one more day...a short day too!! oh thank GOD. we get out at 2 pm tomorrow instead of 2:45 pm. and all i can say is "THANK GOD!!" cept i wont have anything to do when i get home anyway, my reasons for going to wilson are leavin tomorrow (aka hanging out wit reese and her bf...but reese leaves tomorrow) so i dont have a reason to jump the metro and go see zack (if he's there anyway). told rachel about him, she thought it was funny as hell to tell me he is too old. meh, dont have a chance anyway.
everyone LOVED my hair! it was so funny to see people's reactions to the blue. my carpool (who didnt pick me up this morning cuz he was late) guy, zack s., stated that he now wants a gf who had her hair the same blue as mine. i laughed when he told me he was gonna make his next gf (whoever she is) call me and i get to dye her hair! it sounds like FUN!
we had a class meeting today...i wish i could kill all the people who talk while the grade head is talking. it's so rude and it keeps us later. anyway, we have like 12 more days of class before midterms...or at least review week. that's effin SCARY!! i hope i dont fail again this year! of course, we only have 18 days to find an internship so that means i have to start calling soon. i wanna be a bartender but i'd prolly just end up carryin boxes and gettin catcalled by guys...meh, idc about drunk people. there's an irish pub near me, and a coffee place. other than that, i'd need my own car and hopefully just a provisional so i can drive myself. haha yea right, like THAT's gonna happen! last i checked i still have 10 more hours to do before i can take my driver's test for the provisional and then i need another 6 months and 10 hrs of night driving for a license. kinda stupid.
anyway...we sing at an assembly (the musical theater class) i guess when we get back from our 5 day weekend. whoot! we sound so good. i'm a soprano...not a good one, but i'm one. it rocks, and we surprise everyone by how high we go. but yea, we're gonna rock at the assembly.
i have like tests in almost every subject tomorrow. this will be interesting. i have (to my knowledge) a calc test, a science test...and that's it. it seemed like a lot. i have all the hw i didnt do over the weekend to do tonight so i can get a break over the 5 day weekend, so i gotta bust tonight.
o btw, i created a new blog section on here. it's for any stories i feel like writing...i guess story segments, so i would REALLY appreaciate any feedback on my writing. i have to get back to where i was in writing before i fried my brain last yr.
i did something wierd to my mouth...it hurts when i open my mouth to wide or it doe sthis crackin thing...but yea it just hurts...SUCKS.
want to go to sleep...i didnt sleep well last night. i was tossing and turning all night cuz my mind couldnt stop whirling and thinking. i wish i had a switch in my brain.
my mind was beating me up in class again. in my mind i was beaten by my mental image of me...or chris since chris could obviously do the most damage...it was the only thing i could concentrate on. everything i wrote down from the board was a mechanical motion. i didnt have to think or listen...my mind only wanted me to see myself beaten. this happened last yr when i was failing. i'm not failing right now...why is it happening then?!?!
