Tomcat's blog: "Stardust - tomcats blog"

I have this tumor on my neck and need a operation asap before I choke to death - I already have nearly lost use of my voice.

The surgen wanted the primary doc to do a test on my heart because 20 years ago I went to a heart doctor who told me that I had survived a major heart attack and was one of the lucky 10 percent to  do so. Half my heart does not work and is concidered dead and cannot be repaired via medical surgery.

To get tumor removed I must get approval and my primary doc said no surgen would operate on me because the ekg tests show that my heart is not pumping blood smoothy.  She arranged an appointment for me to go see a heart doctor (again) for more testing. 

Meanwhile the clock is ticking.   The testing alone delay things for perhaps another month.  Without the operation to remove or drain the tumor ( aka mass ) on my neck is needed also to get the contents tested to see if I do or not not have cancer. 

I have survied about 25 years with this heart condition without the use of expensive prescription drugs which I cannot afford to buy anyway. In stead of drugs I emoployed the use of olive oil and oatmeal products,  and I quit working to avoid stress. 

So soon I will find out if I can get operation or not from heart doctor but is seems unlikely and I cannot afford to get more heart surgery because my govenmental insurance does not cover enough of the charges for such. 

So I am between a rock and a hard place.   

My paycheck comes on hump day but my electric bill was due last friday and so I am hoping they do not turn off power today - if so I will loose internet connection and this would be my last blog until we can restore that service, and extra charges for gettng turned back on. Which would be near the first of the month perhaps. 

So I need a miricle to happen - this is going to take a lot of belief on my part so wish me luck in that.