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After surgery to remove a cancer tumor the hospice group came to my house to provide post op care. Their doctor warned me that agressive treatments to kill the final 10 percent of the cancer remaining (assumed remaining) would put me back into the hospital and although I might gain some extra time that time would not be much fun (I will not go into details). So at this moment I believe I will not subject myself to an attempt to get cured by x ray bombardments. Hospise will make sure the rest of my time here will be as comfortable and as painless as possible. However.... cancer is a funny thing and sometimes it can reverse itself, this i will not know for a few months.
The doctor said he cannot speak about miracles and must stick to the science of course.
Although I must take it easy to recover from surgery it is not in my nature to sit around dieing so I will focus on living instead. I am not feeling down and out nor depressed, and ready for whatever this journey has to offer.
